a new career direction..

i checked my gmail quick completely randomly (not for any reason) and i see that i got an email from the supervisor from some clothing store in the mall of america. i figure that working at a retail store will probably add to my resume- since a person who was working at the salvation army (and it feels like somewhere else i applied to recently) asked me if i had any retail experience and it seemed like they lost interest in hiring me after i told them that i didn't. i had this weird wave of confidence while i was applying to this store on indeed- don't ask me why. it could just turn out to be a total let-down and they don't even hire me though. i gotta look at the email and schedule the interview since she emailed me just this morning. it may turn out that they find more qualified people like all the other jobs- just gotta keep my head up. someone will give me a shot eventually. that's how i got hired at sabathani- i just kept my head up after years of not getting interest to hire (not counting interviews- i still got plenty of those, just always let down by the results of whether they wanted to hire me.. kinda makes you develop a hard head if you don't think negatively.. i don't really have anything left to lose anymore- so it's only *UP* from here bitches).